I Wish I Could Get Him To Stop

At Least That's What He Tells Me

Hey tonight was weird it all started with a call to my friend and then a walk to a park . I played tic tac toe on his stomach and then wrote my name right on his waistline. then we drew all over his face and body...did you know that i can bring a guy to his knees by tickling him......dreaming about you and me well i guess I'm going to bed............................................too bad your not in it tonight cause that would be a dream come true so if you ever want to join me come on in i would love to wake up next to you and i wish he stop thinking of hurting himself hes my friend and i don't think i can handle it if he dies so please pray for lonely _girl's friend he needs the good vibe heading his way and send some my way as well I'll need all the help i can get to try to keep him from hurting himself...I just hope he remembers that he swore on his mother's grave not to cut again I love this guy so much i think of him as my best guy friend so please send love our way and pray for all those people who cant find a way to deal with their pain

I Need Your Help Okay God I Just Need It

Lonely_Girl

Past Curfew hang time & <3 13 signs your falling in love<3

So tonight I chilled with my best friends in the whole world Man I love these girls. my bestie just needs to remember that he's not worth the tears and that a really good guy wants her. Daniel is just not worth the trouble. we went to talk to Alec before we start walking around and then somehow we ended up in front of her ex's house were we chilled with him. this guy cracks me u. curfew in my city is 11:00 on weekday so we saw a lot of cops driving past us. we finally continue walking home around midnight. damn and when i finally arrived home at 1:00 in the morning mom and dad is fast asleep. Man i love being a teenager.

13 signs your falling in love

13.you can't stay mad at him for more then a minute or two.you actually have to try hard to stay mad

12.you'll read his/her ims over and over again

11.you'll walk really really slow while your with him/her

10.you'll feel shy whenever your with him/her

9.when thinking about him/her your heart will beat faster and faster

8.by listening to his/her voice you'll smile for no reason

7.while looking at him/her you can't see the other people around you you can only see that person

6.you'll start listening to slow songs

5.he/she becomes all you think about

4.you'll get high just by their smell

3.you'll realize that your always smiling to yourself when you think of them

2.you'll do anything for him/her

1.while reading this there was ONE PERSON on your mind the WHOLE TIME

THERE WAS ONE GUY ON MY MIND WHILE I FIRST READ THIS HOW ABOUT YOU?

Sad Poems I've Written

Can't Take It Back
she slides the straps down her shoulders as he watches on with a satisfied look upon his face
across town a boy looks at his ceiling to become her face once again thinking that the other guy won he shakes his head and wished he had told her how he felt she removes her dress and let it fall to the ground as she kisses the guy who has a winning grin he thinks that He has won she's in his bed she looks out the window as she let him take all of her an hour later she was no longer wanted he got what he was after he sent her away she breaks down on the way to home she gave away her prize to someone who doesn't care let alone loves her she was just a pawn in his game
she already wants to take it back even though she knows she can't

Only Friends

did you realize?every time i see you my heart skips a beat did you know?your smile can brighten my gloomiest day did you want me?to be this way just the way we are did you ever think?when i say love ya it's because i do how could you?not know how i felt when you see me look at you did you figure?i get jealous when i have to hear about her will i ever?come out and say i like you more than a friend I won't tell you though how can i tell you?that i don't want to be your friend
we could be so much more

　
Broken Promises

"i want to marry you"he told me"we'll be together forever"he promised "i want all of you"he whispered I kissed him and nodded I was told we'll be together so i gave in and let him we made love an it was beautiful he held me in his arms until we woke up he kissed my forehead and got in his car he drove off that afternoon his dad knocked"I've got some bad news"he cried"He has been in a accident"before i can even ask "is he okay?"he said "he died"i fell to the ground I screamed at the heavens"why did you have to take him?"
FOREVER AND PROMISES WERE BROKEN THAT DAY

　
Forever Goodbye

you weren't there I searched for you but you never showed why do you leave me to deal with this on my own when i needed you more than ever I gave my heart and you left me all alone I was crying begging for you to come back but you never did I can't explain why i can't leave it's like you bring out the real me I've tried to let you go but I'm selfish I will not be without you I can't be without you please realize that I Love You more then i love myself please, please don't say goodbye
because goodbye means forever

Friend till the end yeah right

I'm I the only one who ever felt like I need the courage to press down. and when I say press down I mean with a knife to my wrist. These are the thoughts running through my head when my friend left me last night. when she knows very well that I am still afraid to walk so far alone at night especially after my incident. what kind of friend leaves you alone after you were harassed by two drunken guys. so when I finially got home last night i went into my shower and cried so no one can tell. Life Sucks then you DIE
DYING sounds FUN NOW