Coin Operated Boy

coin-operated boysitting on the shelf he is just a toy but i turn him on and he comes to life automatic joy that is why i want a coin-operated of plastic and elastic he is rugged and long-lasting who could ever ever ask for more love without complications galore Many Shapes and Weights to Choose From I will Never Leave My Bedroom I will never cry at night Again Wrap My Arms Around Him And Pretend coin-operated boy all the other real ones that i destroyed cannot hold a candle to my new boy and i'll never let him go and i'll never be alone(go)and i'll never let him go and i'll never be alone(go) and i'll never be alone (go) and i'll never be alone not with my coin-operated boy this bridge was written to make you feel smittener with my sad picture of girl getting bitterer can you extract me from my plastic fantasy i didn't think so but i'm still convencinble will you persist even after i bet you a billion dollars that i'll never love you?and will you persist even after i kiss you goodbye for the last time will you keep on trying? to prove it i'm dying to lose it i'm losing my confidence i want it i want it i want it i want it i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want a i want a i want a i want a i want a coin operated boy if i had a star to wish on for my life i can't imagine any flesh and blood could be his match i can even take him in the bath coin operated boy he may not be real experienced with girls but i know he feels like a boy should feel isn't that the point? that is why i want a coin-operated boy with a pretty coin-operated voice saying that he loves me that he's thinking of me straight and to the point that is why i want a coin-operated boy.

She's Gone

She's Gone
so stop looking for her
I killed her
so she can't come back
I tied her up
and threw her away
she'll never come back
this is what you get
so take it or leave it
i know you want her
but i haven't seen her in a long time
she left and i cheered
not because i hated her
but because i never wanted to see her hurt
It kills me when shes in pain
she's been hurt too many times
by people that was susposed to never hurt her again
maybe if you prove to me
that if she's hurting your dying
i'll let her come back
and this illusion you see
will be gone
and the only thing that remains
is the real me

Why? a poem about suicide

He says that he will

If she does

He told me last night

That he will

Does she even know

This could kill him

She makes the wron decision

and it not just wasting her life

it's completely destroying another's

He swore He wouldn't hurt himself

but I can tell

if she does

it would be the end

of not only a friendship

but of a life

and i ask myself

if he kills himself over her

what will happen next

and if he kills himself

because of her

is it really suicide?

if he i hope he leaves a letter to tell me

WHY??

I Wish I Could Get Him To Stop

At Least That's What He Tells Me

Hey tonight was weird it all started with a call to my friend and then a walk to a park . I played tic tac toe on his stomach and then wrote my name right on his waistline. then we drew all over his face and body...did you know that i can bring a guy to his knees by tickling him......dreaming about you and me well i guess I'm going to bed............................................too bad your not in it tonight cause that would be a dream come true so if you ever want to join me come on in i would love to wake up next to you and i wish he stop thinking of hurting himself hes my friend and i don't think i can handle it if he dies so please pray for lonely _girl's friend he needs the good vibe heading his way and send some my way as well I'll need all the help i can get to try to keep him from hurting himself...I just hope he remembers that he swore on his mother's grave not to cut again I love this guy so much i think of him as my best guy friend so please send love our way and pray for all those people who cant find a way to deal with their pain

I Need Your Help Okay God I Just Need It

Lonely_Girl

Senior

Went to my first high school football game now that i'm a senior. it was pouring rain but fun anyways. Senior year is not all dancing and singing like troy bolten wants us to believe. I t is tons of sweat tears and maybe even blood. oh well this is my deep inside story of being a senior who is still a nobody.....god that is a little pathtic is that spelled right see what public school does to you is it bad that im already getting senioritis. can't wait for HOMECOMING

I don't know what to do

Teen killed in rollover crash ID’d


The Allen County coroner has identified an 18-year-old who died Wednesday night after he lost control of his speeding pickup truck, rolling it several times in southeast Allen County.
Matthew J. Miller of Decatur was not wearing a safety restraint device and died of blunt force trauma, according to a written statement from the coroner, Dr. E. Jon Brandenberger.
He ruled the death was an accident, the 22nd traffic fatality for Fort Wayne and Allen County in 2009.
The truck was going west on Hoagland Road when Miller lost control just west of Whittern Road about 9:30 p.m., Allen County police Lt. Tim Schulz said for an earlier story.
Miller went off the road for about an eighth of a mile and then drove across a ditch, causing the truck to roll several times. It came to a rest on the driver's side, Schulz said.
Miller died at the scene. Police said Wednesday they believe speed was a factor in the crash.
Sandra Lee, who lives at Hoagland and Whittern roads, said she heard a "god-awful noise" and came outside to see the truck make its final roll. She called 911 and then ran down the road to find the driver inside the truck.
Lee said teenagers frequently speed on the road, sometimes driving in excess of 100 mph.
The crash remains under investigation by the sheriff's department, coroners, office and the FACT Team.


What do I say to my friend this was her boyfriend.He was nice and a good person the sad thing is he just graduated this year.





crying for her friend
Lonely_Girl

soon to be the best Mommy in the World

No Not Me........................My friend is having a baby girl I can't wait to see a baby that looks like Tia and Micheal. It will look so beauitful.I just wished it happened later on in her life she's only 14 and he's going on 16 so they are way to young but I'm excited for them both. This kid is going to have the best mommy in the world. I'm going to help in anyway I can for both of them. They are going to be great parents and I will beat his ass if he hurts her in anyway,Michael Don't fuck this up.I don't care if your my cousin I will hurt you.

Talk Shit about her I'll Kill your Sorry Ass

Lonely_Girl